I maY come from a poor family, and my dad is a breadwinner .when someone says that he can't afford to pay an amount expected he really can't,do you ever know what i'm suffering from,to you guys saying is easy but doing it is not easy i'm not like you guys when money is neeeded u guys get it.hate me for all you guys want to, state me as a liar for all you guys want .... you guys know who you guys are...


"Kalau tk suke ngan aku,tk suke perangai aku bobal depan muke aku cerita habis,kalo kau fikir aku ni suke buat fitnah biler2 aku suke and korang benci biar depan muke,korang tahu saper korang,jangan sampai aku berdepan ngan korang,tangan jugak aku jalan, ingat ehk......"
(you guys know who you are)

pondering over when will my true love come and how would it feel to be in love again are the questions that is twirling in my head...this time around its not jx any random stuffs its a facct...and yeah indeed i am falling in love but its a matter wether should i or should i not fall in love again ?will it cause me another heartbreaking fenomena??? or will i have a prosperous one this time around?? i'm just not sure ... and like how can i fall in love with her?? why must cupid strike now??oh gosh... its just a prodigious think to think bout now and thus i'm still 17, ok lets just drop the topic yeah... and MONDAY is common test man... got to focus haikal, and yess i will(: and i'm felling clueless of what to write down here...sorry guys it seems that i have to unequovocally end it here guys...bye2 and Selamat sejahtera .....

(she's just an ordinary girlwho does not need her flair to impress)

Hello guys(: actually i find that my sec 5 life is like no life its like all so mundane ,dull and not a thriller for me... but hey only this year i suffer and then i'm a free man who can skate and taunt go to pubs and etc..hahas and yarh guess what,i passed my malay paper o level with quite an impressive result arh,alhamdulilah cause u guys know that the previous result i failed yeah but this time round wit my focus back in the line i passed indeed(: and yeah pondering on how cool reggae is... yeah for me its like cool and its like u dun have to be cool to be reggae.haha maybe i should have a change in life,be a reggae ayer....hmmmm yeah why not i oledi have a reggae bag but still wana buy a new and cooler one arh and also get my fisherman pants... oh well i must say life is a mystery,its like things happen randomly,people change with no hesitation of thinking sensebly but who cares ..haha ok lah till then may god bless you(:



(maybe i should indeed)

ok AS u guys can see thats me at the top,laik duhh!!!! haha and u guys might be wondering why in the heavens name is my ever vute picture located in this post??hahah welll the reason is actually i love myself.. -.- ok lame sia.haha ok maybe not lah maybe its just i can't bilieve that i'm growing up fast ,its like from kindergarten untill this very day where i'm growing up to be a better man.haha its jx stupendous. and this tells me that i'm growing up fast without me knowing,hence i have to enjoy life till the very tilt.haha o maybe thats on partially lah.secondly is alhamdulilah i'm loving maths and i'm coopin with it quite well though,hopefully this efforts of mine will succed me academically(: and yess u know what my peeps at school were like pestering about "when are u gonna stay single Haikal??" and qith them saying it over and over again is like my cup of daily tea -.- ok ,maybe i should answer them lah.well mmm... i have not tought bout that issue at all lah,but maybe i'll stay single till 32??? but hey anitink can happened u know,u might know out of the blue i'm with a girl whom i adore???haha oh well whatever it is i let this be fated by God(: and yes dats all i can say bout this post and yeah i will leave u guys with this video that i love much and was actually thiking of doin a cover...haha so yarh tag pls on my suggestion... its optional though(:

shea yowr!!! Greetings everyone(:,ok2 firstly first,springfield soccer has succesfully qualified to the second round of the east zone tournament yowr!!!hooray!! and secondly ,i can't bilieve my own eyes that i actually failed my first trial on my mt o level paper2 !!! and its by 3 marks sia.. where has my focus run to?? i do really have to buck up from this silly failure i did! well eventhough its my first trial i will truly buck up and improve on this and the others subs,i will show those who look down on me getting my goals and yes indeed i know saying is usless but starting from tommorow onwards i will do as what i have said... ok and thirdly i'm freaking tired after a day at school studying and along with soccer.i feel as if my energy that was consumed in my body has been fully drained out.... but no fear,tommorow is a new day for me to start things back where it is supposed to be... and yeah guys i really have to end my post here,so till then,Haikal signing .... -.- ok crap!!! toodles!!!!!!!

Yes indeed i'm still feeling miserable at best for this past few days and most yesterday.. but hey i gotta move on yawr. well yesterday was great arh,celebrated andy's bdae with the random marwan who joined along wit us.haha well not much lah slack ,laughed and cracked up some jokes that was meant not to be laughed.haha and ya i'm still waiting for andy to past me those pictures we took yesterday and seriously andy's face is like one guy in my school who looks laik obama .haha its cool though but andy dislike me comparing him with someone who looks simiiar to him.haha oh well i'll post the pics soon ok(:


"it truly takes me time to forgiv and forget,i know my reaction towards you yesterday was jx atrocious and somehow i feel bad doing dat to you,standing feets away from you and not even greeting or communicate with you,but everytime i see you its just hurts me but seeing you shed in tears really made me take two steps back. i should not have did that to you yesterday,you put your hand out and yet i was being too harsh. just give me time to forgive and forget."

Sorry..

Chance is all i nid, pepople do make mistakes without them knowing and it surely affects the one close to us but giving someone a chance to repent from their mistakes sounds useless but its the only route so dat they can change and learn from their wrong doings... i noe i'm foolish to be saying this but, i now see wad is my mistake towards you and i shall change and repent from wad i have done towards you,i noe its hard for u but its even harder for me kos i'm the one who will suffer most while you can have a peaceful life and hnestly its painful for me to let go of this relationship, i dun care wad oder pipel tink about dis post of mine or wad will they say, kos i love u still even though that feeling has fade away, pls give us another shot, i noe u nid space now and i noe it is a distraction to you but i am willing to wait ,i noe my sayings dun min a tink to you ,thus wad i'm saying is from my heart.. another shot, another chance is all i nid even if it takes me a thousand miles to seek for it. You noe hu u r pls i do still love and care for u,i'll giv u space as u wish...