Why did this happen to me??? why am i the only one being left out?? why must it be me? i dont come from a wealthy family,my dad is a breadwinner,i'm the hope of the family and for 1 year i gave my very best out ..but it turned as not as what i expected...why am i the one left hanging,being left out of the picture..seeing friends putting a smile on their faces..choosing where to head to and stuff...i'm proud of you guys you guys know who you are..but why me? all i wanted was to give my family a wealthy future ahead,bring my two little sister and brother to disneyland ..sent my parents to mecca..but it all starts to fade away slowly...i know its not the end..and i must be strong...sorry if i'm avoiding you guys but i just have to,i need my own space,is it that i'm useless??i'm dumb??i'm confused,hurt and sad...but i got to move on..thing happen for a reason,and i say this because i bilieve in allah..he's the one who can guide me..he wants me to try and keep on trying..and i thank him for giving me friends who care and never give up on me,friends who helo\p me in allways ..i appreciate you guys...oh god with your willing and my effort..may i have a good future and a good school to go to... my friends please pray for me ,i'm doing my best here and may god help me.......

i'm just letting my feeling and heart out.....i'm fine